Swimming in intuition

TEARS AND LAUGHTER My first job was in a restaurant. I was 13 years old. My mother and Grandmother worked in restaurants my whole life, so I spent a good amount of time in them. I had always known it wasn't for me. Although I spent years and years going from one restaurant to another, thinking it was going to maybe be better. The one thing I have to say Im grateful for through everything, is my opportunity to see all different types of people. Learning how to deal with different personalities. And not taking everything so personal. Learning to stay calm in situations when you really don't want to. How to interact with people and build relationships.  Last month, I was presented the oppertunity to work for a start up company doing record reviews. This alone, I can't even begin to express how thankful I am. I work with two people who I already feel at home with. They have been so welcoming,  and I truly feel the woman I work with was put in my life at...

My Plan A.  I've been working my tale off. Spending my days in school with a career of Interior Design in mind. While working doing the opposite, sitting in an office, recruiting physicians and attorneys for medical record reviews. All while  raising my baby boy, who's not so much a baby anymore. I've been blessed in so many ways but now I am ready to take a risk and start a new adventure. My heart has been pulling me towards something and somewhere else my whole life and now I can make sense of it all. I am finally mentally, financially, and physically prepared to jump on that plane and head to Bali, Indonesia.  Growing up, I always had a pretty intense and hectic aura coming from and surrounding me. I never knew how to deal with my emotions or emotions of others around me. As I grew older, I had found understanding in my surroundings. Or at least started to. I wanted peace to come from within me. I wanted to radiate happiness. I never wanted to live a norm...

Your future self is watching you right now through memories I would like to be known as an intelligent woman, a courageous woman, a loving woman, a woman who teaches by being.     I am going to make a very beautiful life for myself, no matter what it takes.                You're the pain, and you're the cure.  You and I rest together in a weird state of conciousness.